Smile

Smile

Okay... I know my blog has been filled with an endless supply Self-Glorifying Pathos. Even Edgar Allan Poe would have been disgusted reading this melancholic shit. I know how annoying this is to those who actually bother reading this.... I'm so sorry.

I do wish to be Happy!

Shallow as it sounds, I do....

But being able to see vividly the harsh side of this world,

this dream seems impossible.

a sinner dreaming of heaven.....

I'VE BECOME A CYNICAL BASTARD!

I've seen people suffer...
I feel their every wound...
Like an Empath!
Scoff and Laugh if you want!
Even I find it ridiculous.

Then there is my own pain... what pain, the White Rabbit asks himself... we do not have that luxury... hehehe... no, not us, deary... we are not significant enough... (*giggles*)... ooh... look at the time... I'm late... I'm late... I'm late....

I know... maybe I'll continue to don that Smiling Pantomime Mask!

The Joker's grin on my face I'll Carve and Tear,

from ear to ear,

Like Black Dahlia, My Dear!

That is my life, I fear!

P.S. The White Rabbit apologises again for these arrogant words...