The Gift Of The Gap

The Gift Of The Gap

Yes...you read it correctly. And No, it isn't a spelling mistake. I did mean the wonderful Gift of the Gap...Not Gab! It's the ability and skill to keep one's mouth shut!

You see, I often see things in the perspective of a Pariah, an outcast. So my views often differ from others. And being a Pisces, I enjoy studying the human behavior. So, since I've lived most of my current life as a Fishy Outcast, I am able to understand people better. How arrogant this might sound, Huh? I learn that I can understand other's motivations, problems, emotions, needs, behavior, actions, pain, sorrow, love... I truly love psychology. I understand more about people that way.

But one problem. This scaly Mermouth of mine doesn't wish to shut! I found out recently that I can hurt people with what I tell them. I was also told by a little Pink Piggy (And I thank her for telling me that... before it's too late.) that my insightful words (There's that arrogance again! Ugh!) end up ringing in the heads of my listeners, haunting them, and hurting them. Tortured by the truth! I hate myself because of that! Now you know why I wish to learn how to shut up?! I don't want to hurt anyone with the things I know.

I think I've Angered and Vexed many with the my Piscean words, especially recently. I would like to really apologise for that.

What I fear more now, is that they might misunderstand me, especially since my babbling can be quite cryptic. And when that happens, I end up not only angering and hurting others......

They'll Hate Me!