Lock It Up

Lock It Up

I've always told people to talk about their problem... telling them that this simple act will achieve miraculous results. Oh! I'm such a freaking hypocrite. I don't practise what I religiously preach.

It's not that I'm scared to tell people my inner agony... maybe a little... ok, alot. It's just that I feel that it is selfish for me to burden others with my insignificant troubles. They have far greater issues to conquer. On top of that it will be arrogant for me to think that they must sit through all my complaints about how pathetic my life is! It is my Piscean duty to help others but things do not (CANNOT!) work the other way. It's a question of who needs help more. Never me... haha! Pathetic huh?

The White Rabbit Lives to Serve!

He Has No Rights!

A wise person told me today that we have to talk about our problems to ensure that we do not get deluded! It's true! But I'd rather be a deluded bastard than a selfish and arrogant bitch.


Maybe... maybe I am scared to lose people when they find out about what is behind this White Fur. What if they do find me arrogant to expect that they will listen to my ramblings? THIS BLOG IS ARROGANT! I don't wish to lose people.

So I Keep My Agony Locked Up!

At All Times!

though secretly it hurts unlike anything else... oh god... it hurts...

"Deep In My Heart I'm Concealing...

Things That I'm Longing To Say...

Scared To Confess What I'm Feeling...

Frightened You'll Slip Away..."

~Evita