Back Out That Cursed Glass
Ya,I'm back out that cursed looking glass.
Back from that twisted wonderland!
Okay, if I don't seem to make sense to some, what I mean is that I'm back from my choir's Europe trip.
The sceneries were speechlessly magnificent! I think even Red Queen would be jealous! And the food were so good they were sinful!
On top of that, we did good in the competetion. (even though we got no lego blocks for the finals)
As good as this Freezing Oasis sounds, its desert essence can still be felt!
People around me seem to be hurting each other. I tried to help them! It worked, I guess. things got better, I guess. They talked, they apologise. The stitching up began!
But one problem...... I'm not in the equation in the end! Left behind by those I needed to help. Oh God!How selfish am I Huh! I neededto be accepted! I'm such a selfish beast! I even cried in this bloody park when I saw a mermaid statue. The story of the little mermaid came to my mind. How she never quite fit in. How she saved people, sacrificed alot for others.
HOW SHE FREAKING COMMITTED SUICIDE FOR THE PERSON WHO DOESN'T EVEN LOVE HER!
That trip keeps reminding me that I should never help others! But then again, not all of them are like that huh? People crave for help silently and it's an Outcast like me that can hear these inaudible cries, since I have got no life of my own! How can I turn them down? How can anyone else for that matter, right?
So That's why its like wonderland! A beautiful land with Tainted hearts, Worthless Diamonds,
Back "clubbing" Clubs, Grave Burrying Spades! Time seems worthless and perpetually too late (I'm Late!I'm Late!) to patch realtionships up! Everything seems cruelly distorted! Thank God and Sadly I'm Out!
Back from that twisted wonderland!
Okay, if I don't seem to make sense to some, what I mean is that I'm back from my choir's Europe trip.
The sceneries were speechlessly magnificent! I think even Red Queen would be jealous! And the food were so good they were sinful!
On top of that, we did good in the competetion. (even though we got no lego blocks for the finals)
As good as this Freezing Oasis sounds, its desert essence can still be felt!
Pain, agony, suffering!
People around me seem to be in perpetual pain, blinding me of mine. Friends lost, wounds carved on relationships. ( If any of you learnt anything from Lilo And Stitch, it has to be Ohana! It means Family and that no one is left behind or forgotten!)People around me seem to be hurting each other. I tried to help them! It worked, I guess. things got better, I guess. They talked, they apologise. The stitching up began!
But one problem...... I'm not in the equation in the end! Left behind by those I needed to help. Oh God!How selfish am I Huh! I neededto be accepted! I'm such a selfish beast! I even cried in this bloody park when I saw a mermaid statue. The story of the little mermaid came to my mind. How she never quite fit in. How she saved people, sacrificed alot for others.
HOW SHE FREAKING COMMITTED SUICIDE FOR THE PERSON WHO DOESN'T EVEN LOVE HER!
Oh God! How bloody selfish am I!
Oh God! How bloody selfish am I!
Oh God! How bloody selfish am I!
That trip keeps reminding me that I should never help others! But then again, not all of them are like that huh? People crave for help silently and it's an Outcast like me that can hear these inaudible cries, since I have got no life of my own! How can I turn them down? How can anyone else for that matter, right?
So That's why its like wonderland! A beautiful land with Tainted hearts, Worthless Diamonds,
Back "clubbing" Clubs, Grave Burrying Spades! Time seems worthless and perpetually too late (I'm Late!I'm Late!) to patch realtionships up! Everything seems cruelly distorted! Thank God and Sadly I'm Out!
Back Out that Cursed Glass!
posted by FifthHorcrux at 1:46 PM
1 Comments:
hello my darling~ lolz. i missed you today! hope you had a good rest thought. tomorrow i'm going to watch a movie with juls. wanna come? cyaz! =)
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